4th of July

Well, I’m back in black! Yes, I’m back in black!
Don’t con­cern your­self with the color of the pic­ture it will change in the mor­ning.
I hope you are enjo­ying the day.
I don’t unders­tand why anyone would eat hot dogs– they are nasty.
Ame­ri­can Views Abroad has a Fourth of July Post.

Can we live up to the ideals writ­ten in on Parch­ment?
So far not so good, but there is hope, there is always hope; it lies within us though not on the paper.

The inter­net disap­points me and I am no lon­ger as inte­res­ted in was­ting my time with it. There is an ugli­ness in so many pla­ces, even in pla­ces where peo­ple think they are above it and doing the right thing. The fact peo­ple are so blind to it all does not amaze me in the least though.

I don’t like fire­works so will abs­tain from any event of that kind. I can see the fire­works they set off from my apart­ment though — tonight– so I’ve invi­ted a few peo­ple to watch them from here.

There was street fair of sorts today, and a lot of side­walk sale stuff in town. I purcha­sed two paper­weights and five books, sat and drank san­gria outside while watching the peo­ple walk around and used some kids ska­te­board to skate around the block. I’m  good at it too.

Oh, I got my arm stuck in a clothes dryer — don’t laugh-  the dryer does not stop when you open the door  so I put my hand in to grab something and….. well my arm didn’t make it out …… damn that hurts.….…..I’m pretty cer­tain it  loo­ked funny too.

Happy Inde­pen­dence Day America 

This video repla­ced the audio that was ori­gi­nally here, at the time of the ori­gi­nal pos­ting their wasn’t much on You Tube.

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11 Comments

  • I am up. It is what hap­pens when your son throws up 3 times and you end up on the couch with him.

    Sooo… I AM FIRST! I guess every cloud does have a sil­ver lining.

    Yes, hot dogs are indeed nasty.

    Yes, there is hope.

    Not only is the inter­net ugly, but it comes from outside in this here world of ours. Early on I was acti­vely invol­ved in cau­ses and rallies and human and ani­mal rights orga­ni­za­tions as well as envi­ron­men­tal ones. I used to dance with the Hare Krish­nas on Sun­days and medi­tate with my Buddhist friends. I am still that girl but as a woman have lear­ned to step back before step­ping in first. You have to or else with time it all hurts too much because the level of caring seems to drop and there are many defeats along the way and it seems that the more we try we only slow down the pro­cess but never make any real pro­gress towards change, blah, blah, blah. Bot­tom line, it can start to feel hopeless.

    Use that hope to remain strong.

    9/11 was the end of the line for me and I ques­tio­ned everything and ever­yone. Then one day as I spoke of this and many other issues to a wise, wise man we know… ama­zingly wise I kid you not… he remin­ded me of what I once knew but somewhere along the line had for­got­ten… that this is all, as sel­fish as it may sound, about our own per­so­nal jour­ney. Our deaths are ine­vi­ta­ble. We will not save the world. Tra­gedy after tra­gedy will hap­pen in spite of all our efforts against it. And all we can do is cul­ti­vate as best a karma as we can and as much com­pas­sion as pos­si­ble. Then we will die. And in the scheme of things all this mat­ters not and it is merely an illu­sion in a tes­ting ground where all us souls are batt­ling it out, fin­ding our way and lear­ning our les­sons. Yes, keep figh­ting, keep trying and do what you rea­lis­ti­cally can, but see the beauty in it all because this is just not it.

    So I do what I can.

    And there is always hope.

  • There is nothing wrong with a good all beef hot dog.

    The world will always disap­point you coo­per you need to take a deep breath and enjoy the good.

    That red is rather alar­ming but because it is out of cha­rac­ter for you I think it should stay.

    Keep the arm out of dryers.

  • yeah. I thought there was a list of things that shouldn’t be put in dryers in all the com­mer­cial pla­ces. I thought “arms” was on the list. :)

    Miz­Bohe­mia for­gets one thing in her other­wise sen­si­ble medi­ta­tion, I think. Chil­dren. Cul­ti­va­ting good karma in the face of disap­point­ment gets pas­sed on. Yes it does, even though it may not feel like it. Our best efforts are less for other adults, because their beha­vior is already pretty much set. We work mostly to change –things-, not –people-. But it is the chil­dren who model –how– we work, at least as much as –for what– we work. We may die, but we leave an inhe­ri­tance, which we shape for good or ill. It is for them that we (I at least) dare to hope.

    George Ben­son, and now Simon and Gar­fun­kel. It’s been asked before, I’ll ask again. 21? Really?? :)

  • I’m not big for holi­days myself either. In that vein, I spent the eve­ning chec­king out a friend’s alma mater, rela­xing at the beach where there just hap­pe­ned to be dudes set­ting off fire­works, and having din­ner with said friend.

    No men­tion of it being July 4th was ever encountered.

  • My dear OC, nope, no for­get­ting of the kids and yes I do agree with you… to me the jour­ney of living with com­pas­sion and loo­king to achieve good karma encom­pas­ses them as well…

  • Mizzy B: we all do what we can. Hope your son feels better. ;(

    John: We’ll have to disa­gree on the hot dog. I always enjoy the good. i am making it a point to keep my arm out of dryers.

    o_ceallaigh: ah for the chil­dren it is ‚and of them it comes. Karma.

    Yea, my musi­cal collec­tion is large and diverse, and for that we thank my father.

    mojo: I’m glad you had a good eve­ning and if there is any place to see fire­works it is the beach.

  • Guilty of hot dog eating as charged.

    There is a lot of good out there it just may not be visi­ble on the web
    where peo­ple tend to show their bad side, talk only for them­sel­ves and
    vent their frustrations.

    Keep to your­self if you must but remem­ber I knew nothing of Dar­fur
    until rea­ding your blog.

    We did the fire­work thing and we survived.

    Please keep your arm where it belongs.

    I like this look, not as sexy and quite aus­tere
    but I like it.

  • If we lose hope, we will lose everything. Because some­ti­mes hope is all there is.

    Like the new header…perfecto.

  • Totally unders­tand being disa­poin­ted in the Inter­net and seeing the ugliness

    While I see MizB’s point – my life’s been too blog­cen­tric and that sca­res me.

    O’Calleagah – sorry for the spe­lling – we had a really hard time belie­ving that Coo­per was 20. 21 is much more fitting

    Yes Coo­per – love the Alice on her way to search for and con­quer life look

  • Peo­ple annoy me.…

    Have you ever seen the movie Falling Down with Kirk Douglas..That’s me…
    On the verge of going pos­tal any minute…

    Blog looks great..I hear ya.…I’m sick of the inter­net most of he time now.

    Sorry about your arm…could have been worse. It could have suc­ked you in
    , door closed..and you’d have the fresh spring fabric sof­te­ner scent burnt into
    your skin.…..Actually that doesn’t seem so bad…

    I’m bored, I really do need to get laid soon.

  • jacob: You are beco­ming quite ” com­pu­ter verbose“my friend. I will not say anything more; it seems peo­ple eat those things. I know there is good somewhere.

    Cow­girl: There needs to be more than hope. Thanks.

    Pia: Disap­poin­ting weeks are com­mon. I’ve been igno­ring blog wri­ting lately, doing it quickly as an after thought. Life does inter­vene. Yea as I star­ted the blog at nine­teen.….….. hummh where were you all then? ;)

    I kind of like the lon­ley quest it may or may nor convey.

    Ben­net: It seems there are a lot of peo­ple already “gone pos­tal” so you have on up on them. I can’t help you with the get­ting laid.