The “Darling Seed” — If I could just hide — The sinner inside

 Until I return you have to regis­ter to com­ment. This is due mainly to real spam spam and Deb not wan­ting to have to come to the blog and delete too much foul­ness as the drive bys won’t bother. I’ll change it back when I return.

I’m lea­ving tomo­rrow for D.C. so I’ll be ” doing other things” this weekend.

I’ll miss you all, so do something use­ful will you.

 I’ll be back later today to sing you a song or recite  you a poem. Who knows.

Go make a name for yourself.…those of you who do not already have a name that is.

On second thought… I have names for most of you so don’t bother.

Oh, my mother does not call ever­yone “dar­ling” just me; she calls my brother “dear”. I have spend count­less hours in con­ver­sa­tion with my brother, making fun of my mother and dis­sec­ting the psycho­lo­gi­cal impli­ca­tions and results of me being a dar­ling and him being a dear.

Did I become sub­cons­ciously a “dar­ling” and did the  plan­ting of that horri­fic “dar­ling” seed in my brain cause the severe disc­re­pancy in the per­son I am and the per­son I want to be? What would have hap­pe­ned had I been called “dear” ins­tead of “dar­ling” and was it her way of subli­mi­nally put­ting me on a path she chose for me the day I was born. Will I be able to over­come the “man­tel of dar­ling­ness” which was assig­ned to me and which I have carried around since birth?

to be con­ti­nued except to say.….…

I am not as nice as I seem here or on your blogs when I commment.

I’m smar­ter though.

If I could just hide

The sin­ner inside

And keep him denied

How sweet life would be

If I could be free

From the sin­ner in me

Best place for Duke Upda­tes Jus­tice for Two sis­ters .

News­week weighs in with “What Hap­pe­ned at Duke”

 

My ori­gi­nal Rape Cul­ture Post  — the one that has sent more hate than I could have ver wished for maill my way.

 Talk Left also posts upda­tes and has run­ning com­men­tary with this being the latest.

Vir­tual Rally to Stop the Geno­cide in Darfur.

Zen­pro has a worthwhile read– Remem­be­ring Cher­nobyl: 20 Years and Still Few Solu­tions

Wom­bat revi­si­ted.

Philo has a inte­res­ting post on “Snow’s Role” at Emboldened.

Pia has Rove Rave comen­tary at  at Bring it On.

Dar­fur: An Unfor­gi­vea­ble Hell on Earth 


Links to Hell on Earth are reciprocated.

 I’m adding this link to an article on the outcry for Dar­fur by the Natio­nal Jewish News because although I have been pos­ting about Dar­fur for some time I do post about the Duke lac­rosse affair. I think the Duke Lac­rosse affair is sig­ni­fi­cant for many rea­sons and needs to be addressed.

There are some  vaild points in this article about the absence of some of the heavy weights in the fight for Dar­fur; the Afri­can Amer­cian Heavy wieghts. And by that I mean the folks who are good at sho­wing up to take over the spot­light when the spot­light is already shi­ning when it fits into their agenda and not unless.

I bet they come now.

thank you  Depeche Mode.           

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14 Comments

  • Inte­res­ting ques­tion, damn the ” dar­ling seed “. ” I am not as nice as I seem here or on your blogs when I comm­ment. I’m smar­ter though. ” I guess I’m one of the few here who would know if this is an accu­rate sta­te­ment. Don’t worry I’ll never tell. It’s all so sub­jec­tive darling.

  • Not sure if you saw this. It’s truly sic­ke­ning.

    The father of the accu­ser in the rape case invol­ving Duke Uni­ver­sity lac­rosse pla­yers said his daugh­ter was raped with a brooms­tick during a party last month, and that explains defense law­yers’ claims that no DNA from pla­yers was found on her.

    The woman’s father, appea­ring on MSNBC’s “Rita Cosby Live & Direct” Tues­day night, said his daugh­ter told him that when three team mem­bers raped and sodo­mi­zed her, they also used a broom.

    The father said he lear­ned about the broom from others, “and then she told me after­wards because she didn’t want me to know that part,” he said.

    Durham civil rights acti­vist Vic­to­ria Peter­son told the Obser­ver on Wed­nes­day that an inves­ti­ga­tor in the case told her the woman had been sodo­mi­zed “with an object.”

    “He did not say a broom, just an object,” said Peter­son, who has become a friend and advi­ser to the woman’s family since the party. “He told me she wasn’t just raped, she was terribly sodomized.”

    This is going to be a truly bru­tal trial to match the com­plete bru­ta­li­za­tion of this woman.

  • Well, if a broom was used the phy­si­cal evi­dence that a rape occu­rred should be irre­fu­ta­ble – Oh wait. I for­got how exo­tic dan­cers enjoy sodo­mi­zing them­sel­ves and bla­ming it on hel­pless frat boys.
    I hope you get some atten­tion for Dar­fur this weekend.

  • depeche mode —  — nice.

    Looks like Dar­fur acti­vism is begin­ning to pick up some ground.

    The whole Duke case smells; I know it’s being tried in the media but my gut fee­ling is that these guys did it and the brooms­tick sce­na­rio is not far­fetched at all. I heard that there was some indi­ca­tion early on that these boys had ver­bally allu­ded to it and that that par­tially star­ted the pro­blems. I think someone or seve­ral are guilty of bru­ta­li­zing this woman. I do not know if those peo­ple will ever be convicted.

    I think you have over­come a man­tel of darlingness .

    I can’t vouch for the nice but I would bet on the smar­ter than.

  • Spea­king of nice.

    Who wrote the side­bar at Dar­fur an Unfor­gi­vea­ble Hell on Earth?

  • Go have fun in DC. I think you will like it there. I just got back from there today. That’s too bad. We could have met for coffee.

  • daner: damn the dar­ling seed is correct.

    Philo: I saw it last night but made me kind of ill and figu­red I let the two sis­ters take over from here as the blog is dedi­ca­ted to that end.

    Weirsdo: I’m sure it will go something like that.

    Joe G:It smells for sure, and yes it appears to be gai­ning some very late to the plate momemtum.

    I wrote it. :)

    Chris: Chris I spent my late middle school and high school years in Mary­land forty miles from there. I used to sneak into clubs in Geor­ge­town when I was four­teen, met Ian Mac­kaye at “the nine — thirty club”. ( he gave me his email address so so yea I have fond memo­ries of it. ;) I spend count­less days at the mall, the museums the art gallery’s. I do like it but I don’t love it. I have rela­ti­ves that work there in various forms; eco­no­mist — the droll ones — law­yers — the bitchy ones — doc­tors — the flaky ones. I look for­ward to it but don’t want to live there. May go to grad school there who knows. Mee­ting for cof­fee would have been cool.

    It just occu­rred to me you most likely do not know who Ian Mac­kaye is but I am going to leave that part. ;)

  • I remem­ber now that you are from Mary­land. I should have put two and two together.

    You are correct, I have no clue who Ian Mac­kaye is. I’m not even sure I can pro­nounce his name :)

    But hey I have more free time now. I should be pic­king up all the cool stuff again.

  • sucks.
    registering.

    Not the only one robot­man but close.

    See you in d.c..

    Horri­fic dar­ling seed?????????

    oh god fugazi.

  • Hope you have a great time in Washington…

    I have been rea­ding up on Dar­fur and I am just floo­red… loss for words…
    Watched and inter­view with George and Nick Cloo­ney this mor­ning as
    they retu­re­ned from repor­ting in Dar­fur… again, loss of words…

    Well, dar­lin’ I must go… have a safe trip!

  • I don’t even want to think about you being smar­ter than you seem. Less nice is cool, though.

    Sin­cere best wishes for the march. It took me two days to send my rep. a let­ter but I got it done.

  • It wasn’t that hard to regis­ter.
     – smar­ter would be scary as for nice no one can be as nice as you seem here so don’t sweat it.

    I hope the rally went well. I have writ­ten and called and one all that and would even have con­si­de­red gong down had we been in town this wee­kend. My SIL was plan­ning on going to one in or around San Fran­cisco. I think you are right. You have been on this for some time but now the cele­bri­ties are sho­wing up and there is a little more acti­vism going on. I say keep shouting.

  • I came here by way of msnbc blog watch because I have been trying to keep up with the Duke Case.
    If it means anything I sta­yed fif­teen minu­tes and will be back.

    Until this wee­kend I had never heard but vague whis­pe­rings of Dar­fur and loo­king back on it’s his­tory and after revie­wing your other blog I am appa­lled that it has not been more mainstream.

    I will be back.

    Amy -

    just a womem who sells old stuff and tries to keep up with the news.